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Mab ([personal profile] mab) wrote2009-04-02 12:05 pm
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Poem: My Never Ending Story!

So, life absolutely sucks. I quit my job today after working only five days. It was just a bad fit for me.

I pulled out an old poem of mine to post here. It's how I feel right now.

My Never Ending Story

I hate my life and want to die
trapped in a mind that's full of fog
I'm falling back into the night
and sinking in the nothing's bog

My shoulders bear far too much weight
and sickness rests within
Riddled with; emotion, Hate
my heart full to the brim.

Blood slugs its way throughout my veins
as if a poisonous venom
Just to move, my body strains
against the dark and then some.

I hate my life and want to die
trapped in a mind that's full of fog
I'm falling back into the night
and sinking in the nothing's bog


Yeah. That about covers it. What do you think of the poem?



ext_9369: mine - please don't take (Boys Don't Cry)

[identity profile] auroraprimavera.livejournal.com 2009-04-02 07:59 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs* I know the feeling.

[identity profile] mab.livejournal.com 2009-04-02 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks for the hugs. The funny thing is that I feel a bit freer now. I can concentrate on writing, now that my day is clear again. I don't want to have a stupid job. :P
ext_9369: mine - please don't take (Default)

[identity profile] auroraprimavera.livejournal.com 2009-04-02 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Very understandable. I went through the same thing for almost two years @ a job I hated. I'm so glad I left it! Now I can concentrate on the things I really want.

[identity profile] nursedarry.livejournal.com 2009-04-02 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Sending virtual hugs and chocolate in massive quantities. Hang in there.

blood slugs

[identity profile] altheabashar.livejournal.com 2009-04-03 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
this is a brilliant combination of words. i may steal that one from you!

chris

Re: blood slugs

[identity profile] mab.livejournal.com 2009-04-03 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
You may use it. ;) Thanks for reading.

~Mab

[identity profile] exsrl920.livejournal.com 2009-04-04 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
man do i feel this. an work is never much fun...it's just passing time between writings.