it would be, that phrase i mean.... i've been
trying to spit out a poem like that for so long,
about how my joy lives from others pain for so
long.

but i get lost and stuck inbetween things like
what is sociallbly acceptable and socially wrong.

what is good, and what is flat out evil.

etc.

for example, is it right to even feel joy when someone is executed by capital punishment for being
responsible for the deaths of others, or have we gotten so stuck up as a society, that we can't
even understand that some things DO need to be
punished, even if in a manner of cruelty, by
all people willing to condemn?!

sorry if thats ranty... i hope you understand though.. just, you struck a chord with me, because
that trully is something i WANT to write, i just
cant *yet*

-Nick