Thanks! Yes. Mark and the kids are really awesome and supportive. I'm bracing myself for the extended family let down, but it really might not be so bad. It could be fine, it could be a lot worse... It's not knowing that is so damn scary.

I still have loads of negative guilty voice in my head, reminding me that others have it so much worse, that in comparison, I ought to not even be sweating it... but then, that just makes me bottle my feels up more, so I'm trying my hardest to not listen and just do.